Back To December

Back To December by Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

* This songs gave me a lessons bout true love . I vow , that I won't fell in love anymore 'till I've founded someone that really need me as I need him in a right way . Thanks to Allah had give me strength to faced all this problems . I'm stuck but life must go on . Love is blind . :)

true friendship gonna last forever :)

As we go on , we remember our time sweet had together . Let's our life changes , comes whatever , we will still be , friends forever :)

True friendship are last forever and it's never ends .

I miss my old best friends & I never ever forget their names , appearances , attitude , it's always in my mind . Hehe . But do they remember me ? I think 4/10 still remember me . But for me , its okay , I do understand their thought . For them , friendship does not last longer . OMG . Yea yea . It's okay . For me , that was totally wrong . The fact is , friends is always needed by our side , regardless of the hard or easy , friends is number one , others than family . Kat sini ade gambar2 kwn2 baek aku zaman2 mude . Hehe . Kangen banget same dorg . Ntah mane ilang . Yg ade toh ade laa . Hehee .

Hidayah Jomhari with me :)

* Description = Ktorg kenal mase form 1 , di SMK RAJA TUN UDA . ditakdirkan satu kelas , 1 Arif , kelas muzik gituu . hehe . pastoh bolei ngam apabila si dayah nh seorg yg kalut/gelabah + kuat melatah , begitu jugek aku yg suke pot pet pot pet + cubit mmbe dlm kelas + melatah jugekk . akhirnye ktorg rapat sampai lh skrg . walaupon berjaohan , kami tetap K.I.T = keep in touch di muke buku ; FACEBOOK . HAHA . ilysyggs :)

Nur Farzana Syazwana with me :)

* Description = I do miss her so much ! sumpah da lame ktorg ta berjumpe . kenal dgn dea mase ktorg form 1 jugakk , satu kelas 1 Arif . pastoh bolei ngam dgn dea sbb engatkn minah nih cantik , ta kawan lh ngan ktorg yg kalut2/gelabah nh . padahal , otak dea pon 2x5 dgn ak & dayah . haha . tp skrg entah ke mane yea ana nie . susa na crk dea . hope 1 ary nt dpt jumpe hg blk laa weyy . syggs hg sgt22 . :'(

Nur Farahin Rizar :)

* Description = Minah nh mude setaon pd aku . Ktorg rapat since aku form 2 , dea form 1 . tiap2 ary bkepit pagi petang siang malam . ade je rutin harian ktorg . pg bangun . tga ary gy skola . blk skola da ptg . mlm gy makan . sabtu ahad kwa jenjalan gy tgk muvee , karaoke . mcm2 lah . slalu sleepover together . start aku pindah nilai mmg da jarang contact . tp still keep in touch melalui Facebook . renduu dea nh jugak , sbb da lame ta jumpe . hehe . sygg hg :)

Nor Shahirah a.k.a Cak'e

*Description = Cak'e nh pon mude setaon . Ktorg rapat mase aku drjah 6 , dea drjah 5 . Cak'e nh pndai . Ktorg kenal pon sbb pegy tmpat mgaji same2 . Sekaly ble da rapat , mcm2 hobi ktorg share . Skateboarding , make up , memasak , sume lah . Gy skola , blk skola naek bas same2 . Aww . Sweet kan zaman mude2 . Hehe . Tp skg ktorg mcm lost contact , jarang berborak ngan dea nh dlm FB . Tp , aku tetap engat hg weyy . Semua kenangan kita mmg lawak , best . HAHA . imissyou . :')

Aliff Shazni with me :)

*Description = Mamat nh kamceng ngan aku masa drjah 6 . Dduk satu baris tepi pintu dlm kelas 6 Dedikasi . aku dulu ta mcm pompuan . ganas walaupon kecik . hahaha . mengumpat dgn dorg nh mcm kwn2 laky lah . tade na borak sal pompuan . haha . klw bergelak ketawa pehh . mmg bising 1 kelas toh aku dgn die nh . haha . dh lame aku lost contct dgn mamat nh . last2 , dea yg jumpe aku dlm FB . dea add aku . sekaly bukak makk aii . tkojodd awk ! HAHA . then skrg rapat blk , kamceng mcm dulu ! perangai masing2 ta ubah , mcm drjah 6 jugak . hahaha . besties forever :)

HAH . KALAU NA TAO , SEBENARNYE BYK LG BESTFRIEND LAME . TP GAMBAR2 YG JUMPE BYK NH SAJE . JD , SAIE LISTKAN NAME YG TADE DLM GMBAR DI ATS NH YEA :)

• Tadika Kemas Bagan Jermal , Penang : Azmiza , Husna , Anisah , Adila
• SK . Convent Pulau Tikus : Azmiza , Adila , Shahirah , Husna 
• SK . Seri Permai : Hani , Diayana , Ikmal , Farid , Syafeeqah , Ayesha , Elyana , Fidya , Idayu , Shima , Fikri , Hanif , Hamizah , Aliff , Prsan , Razin , Aqmal , Syafeenaz Farhanah , Syafeenaz , Fatin Farhanim , Fatin Azhar , Latifah , Izzati , Sabirah , Amalina , Azrieen , Shahirah , Ekhwan
• SMK . Raja Tun Uda : Hidayah , Farzana , Aizad Hakimi , Hafiz Meli , Amalina , Farahin , Sofia , Amira , Gurdip , Afifi , Eyzzad , Ikhwan , Fadzlin Diana .
• SMK Desa Cempaka , Nilai : Dinie Iffwan , Safwan , Dinie Ramli , Amalina , Fairuz , Bakhtiar , Akidah , Farah Diana , Sonia , Qayyum , Roshazriq , Fallai , Erika 

Dan , kawan terhebadd di haty saie , Rose Azeline . Susa senang bersame . Iloveyouu :) Ta lupe jugee , kawan baru saiee , Yana Lee . Iloveyouguys . Friends forever :)

risik merisik girlfriend abg saie ;)

MERISIK GF ABG SAIE :)

Orite . Here's come our new "sister" in my family , prospective sister in law . She is 20 years old . Studying at KPJ Nilai . Future nurse . Hehe . Dea nh gf abg aku , nme dea Nadia Nabila . Stay at Senawang . Dorg berjumpe pon kat kedai mamak yg aku dengar cter la . Time toh masing-masing tgah frust bercinte . Yg abg aku baru putus dgn ex dea at Penang . Ex dea nh mmg jahanam , pengikis duet . Naek menyampah aku dgn minah toh . Dhla ta ngam ngan ak . Haha . 

Stop cter minah bangang toh . Sambung bakal kakak ipar aku nh :) Dorg bercinte ta sampai setaon lg sbb ta silap ak dlm bulan 5 @ bulan 6 tahun nh dorg kenal . Abg aku pon da 30 tahun umo nyeh . Tanak lah kawin lambat2 lg kan . Sekaly harini , 7/12/2010 abg aku ngan family pegy merisik gf dea nh ( yg comel toh mcm Rita Rudaini , hehe ;p ) at Senawang .

Sampai2 teros dorg jamu ktorg dgn lauk2 sungguh enak ! Terase kenyang lah pulak kan . Hehe . Lepas panjang bapak aku cter dgn aya si kaka nabila toh , teros dorg ajak ke ruang tamu . Time toh mak aku suh abg & adk aku ddk jauh2 . Aku ddk dgn mak & abah . Aku ta kene halau sbb aku tukang menulis psl hantaran sume . Hehe . Lepas berbincang sume . Insyaallah dlm bulan 2 tahun 2011 , lepas raye cine , dorg nh tunang . Tp tarikh akn ditetapkan betol2 nt sbb takot ta dapat buat hari yg ditetapkn . Then , pasal hantaran . Lelaki bagi 7 dulang , pompuan balas 9 dulang . Di antaranya , sebentuk cincin , tepak sirih junjung , sepasang kain sepersalinan , telekung , dan laen2 lagi . Hehe . Seronoknye aku dga . Terase mcm aku pulak yg na bertunang , HAHA :p . Tp mmg sumpah seronok , semalam pegy kedai at nilai 3 decorate bakul utk buah tgn dtg merisik td , lawa . Suke sgt2 ! Haihz . Bile pulak mase aku na kawen yea ? Lmbt lg , HARAP MAKLUM . Saie teramat mude utk melangkah ke alam perkahwinan . :)

So . Semoge berbahagia & berkekalan yea abgku Mohd Irwan & Nadia Nabila :) Nanti bg la ema jd pengapit korg ea ? HAHAHA . Ok lh , kat bwh nh ader la gambar buah tgn semase merisik td && gambar saie yg vogue de vass gituu * PERASAN ! haha :p Okayy . Haa ,  lupe , tema bg belah lelaki ialah PINK & tema bg belah pompuan ialah HIJAU MUDE . Aww , sweet gitu . Hehe . 

BUAH TANGAN UTK MERISIK :)

NIE ? AWEKS LAAH . HEHE . BERGAMBAR SEBELUM PEGY MERISIK :)