Mama , I Love You ♥

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

Mama , I Love You . Now I do realize and appreciated what you have done to raised me up . I'm so glad that Allah has given me the best mom in the world that no one could be just like you . You're fighter , you fight against your disease , while I know it's hurt , and I cried when you detained in hospital for a month . At that time , I realized that I really need you by my side , I couldn't sleep , thinking about you , why should you suffered that disease ? I know this is a test from Allah , and it's a fate that we should pleased . I know sometimes you mad at me . But 1 think you should know . I love you mom . I'm sorry I didn't bought any presents for you , but , the best present for me is , kiss and hugged you , that is the best present to show you that , I do love you mom . Thank you for raised me up . No matter what happen to us , all of us should faced it together , once again , I love you so much .

kebencian , kemarahan melanda .

AFIF TERSINGKIR DI MINGGU KE-5

Sungguh aku tak sangka . Kedudukan undian Afif pada awal konsert di tempat kedua , manakala pada penghujung konsert turun mendadak di tempat terakhir , dan seterusnya menyebabkan beliau tersingkir dari Akademi Fantasia 9 .

Hm , nak kata sabotaj pun boleh jugak lah . Sebabnya . Minah yg baru masuk tuh terpekik terlolong cam KUNTILANAK kene puji kaw2 , sebutir bintang jatuh dari langit lah apela . Yang laki lak , nyanyi sebiji cm original artis pun kene puji beb . Ape kes AF nih ? Kate nk carik artis yg mempunyai identiti vokal tersendiri . Yang dorang pilih lagi lah cam hampeh . Tak paham bobona aku .

Si ketot comel aku pun dh tersingkir . Haihh . Punyela die feel lagu Principle die td pun kene condemn . 

Aku pun menyampah dh nk tgk af . Kalau sape yg bace nih peminat kepada 2 org student yg dibawa masuk ke dlm ops gugur , mintk maaf lah yea . Aku mmg tak suke . Bukan ape , setiap org ade yg die minat , ade yg die tak suke kan . So aku tak suke due eko nih .

Nk tahu sebab2nye ? Mcm yg aku cakap td lah . Sorg nyanyi terpekik terlolong dapat pujian grand2 . Tak tahu dlm hati die sumpah wa cakap luh , berbunge2 , kembang SETALAM habis , dh berangan jd juara lah beb . Yg sorg lg tuh dah mmg ade dlm industri muzik . So buat ape lagi nk masuk af ? Dr dlu die tak terpilih masuk kan sebab takde kredibiliti sebagai seorg artis . 

** Waah . Cakap mcm2 kalah Kak Ogy dok kritik . HAHA . Bukanpe , wa tak puas hati lah . Tak adil beb .  Nyanyi tak bagos kene puji . Tengok si Azri tuh nyanyi bagai nak rak , tak kene puji melambung2 . Ape laa . Sian lah budak2 yg beriye nk impress dorg punye show . Last2 kene condemn . 

So , byebye . HAHA , dh takde mood nak bebel . Si comel aku dh tersingkir . SEDEYH ! :'(

P/S : Memang makwe die Salima AF4 . Ade aku kesah ? Aku fan die jer pun . Lantak die lah nk kapel dgn sape pun . Ade die kesah aku nk bercinte dgn sape ? Takde kan ? HAHAHA :p

AF9

Akademi Fantasia 9

• Ahmad Aliff Afif B. Tirmizie
• 25 tahun
• Pahang 
• 29 Oktober 1986

* sebenarnye aku suda syiok same mamat nih la . haha . suke nengok die gelek ^^ jangan lupe AFUNDI AFIF malam ni ! :3

May 2011 .

Form 6/Matriks/UPU/IPTS

Hello world :) It's been 1 month I didn't updated my blog . Ehm , hope y'all noticed that . HAHA . So , for this new entry , I would like to share with you guys about the " TAWARAN MELANJUTKAN PELAJARAN " .

And yeaah . I did apply Matrix . * Bajet aku pandai sains lah kan , kimia pun E ! naseb tak G . HAHA :p

Guess what . Aku sah2 la tak dapat kan . Haha . Nvm la bout that . Xkesah pun , sebab aku yg gedik pegy apply kan . Hehe . Then . Comes to Form 6 . Aku saje la check . Dh mmbe tanye kan . Haa , tkojodd awakk ! 

Aku dapat beb . HAHA . * Actually mmg ramai pun dpt form 6 , saje nk buat gempak sikit , bhahahap :p

Dpt pulak jurusan Kemanusiaan bertempat di SMK Dato' Mohd Said Nilai . Bile difikirkan , apo bondo eyr kemanusiaan tuh ? Nk suruh aku jd manusie kea ? Bukannye aku manusie kea skg ? Pening betol . Tp agak2 yg logik , dlm bidang sains lah kot . Mungkin lah kn . Haha .

Yang menjadi persoalannya sekarang . Haruskah aku pergi ? Sedangkan form 5 pun aku sikit punye pemalas nk pegy skola . Inikan pulak Form 6 . Ohh tidak . Tak sanggup aku nk pakai baju sekolah . Kang org ingat aku lower form . Tersesat sesi pagi . HAHA .

Lepas tuh . IPTS . Kuala Lumpur Metropolitan University College ( KLMU ) ade la call aku . Sebabnye aku yg apply online kan . Ade abg sorg tuh , name die Abang Akhbar . Die lah yg call . Tanye aku minat bahagian ape . Aku pun tengah mamun sebenarnye . Die call pulak time aku tengah membute . Aku pun cm lalok sikit lah cakap . Then dia suggest aku masuk Media & Penyiaran . Wuuu . I loikee . Aku mmg minat bab2 tuh kan . Hehe . Tp yang xbest nyeh kan . Yuran pendaftaran dea mmg la murah , RM400 saje . Tp yuran hostel pulak RM350 . So total = RM750 . Harap maaf lah yea . Aku mmg dtg dari family susah . So kalau nk sambung belajar nih payah la . Sebab dr sumber kewangan family aku pun kire okay untuk hidup jer . Kalau nk membazir bab2 cmni mmg la takde duit byk2 nk bayar . So impian aku nk study kat sini harusla dilupakan sahaja :')

Harini , semua kawan2 aku sibuk dgn UPU . Aku pulak jd bengong sebentar . Sebabnye aku xapply UPU nih . Agak sedih la kan . Semua tgah happy2 nk pegy sambung belajar . Aku sorg jer yg tak pegy . Tp pk2 balik . Takpelah . Mungkin rezeki aku ade untuk alam pekerjaan . :)

So kwan2 . Korg yang mane dpt tawaran pegy Form 6/UPU/Matriks/IPTS/Poli , aku ucapkan TAHNIAH !  Tp korang jgn sia2 kan peluang untuk study tuh okay . Rugi . Parents korg pasti habes duit banyak walaupun korg ade buat pinjaman PTPN kan . Take care okay . Study betol2 . Aku doakan korg semua berjaya . Itu rezeki korang . Tuhan dh tetapkn takdir kita di bumi ini . Mungkin takdir aku bukan untuk sambung belajar . Aku juga telah ikut jejak langkah kakak aku , bekerja sahaje lah kn . Dan sekarang beliau seorang Pramugari . Tp aku bukan pramugari lah . HAHA . Itulah yg dinamakan rezeki :)

xoxo E.M.A xoxo

Back To December

Back To December by Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

* This songs gave me a lessons bout true love . I vow , that I won't fell in love anymore 'till I've founded someone that really need me as I need him in a right way . Thanks to Allah had give me strength to faced all this problems . I'm stuck but life must go on . Love is blind . :)

true friendship gonna last forever :)

As we go on , we remember our time sweet had together . Let's our life changes , comes whatever , we will still be , friends forever :)

True friendship are last forever and it's never ends .

I miss my old best friends & I never ever forget their names , appearances , attitude , it's always in my mind . Hehe . But do they remember me ? I think 4/10 still remember me . But for me , its okay , I do understand their thought . For them , friendship does not last longer . OMG . Yea yea . It's okay . For me , that was totally wrong . The fact is , friends is always needed by our side , regardless of the hard or easy , friends is number one , others than family . Kat sini ade gambar2 kwn2 baek aku zaman2 mude . Hehe . Kangen banget same dorg . Ntah mane ilang . Yg ade toh ade laa . Hehee .

Hidayah Jomhari with me :)

* Description = Ktorg kenal mase form 1 , di SMK RAJA TUN UDA . ditakdirkan satu kelas , 1 Arif , kelas muzik gituu . hehe . pastoh bolei ngam apabila si dayah nh seorg yg kalut/gelabah + kuat melatah , begitu jugek aku yg suke pot pet pot pet + cubit mmbe dlm kelas + melatah jugekk . akhirnye ktorg rapat sampai lh skrg . walaupon berjaohan , kami tetap K.I.T = keep in touch di muke buku ; FACEBOOK . HAHA . ilysyggs :)

Nur Farzana Syazwana with me :)

* Description = I do miss her so much ! sumpah da lame ktorg ta berjumpe . kenal dgn dea mase ktorg form 1 jugakk , satu kelas 1 Arif . pastoh bolei ngam dgn dea sbb engatkn minah nih cantik , ta kawan lh ngan ktorg yg kalut2/gelabah nh . padahal , otak dea pon 2x5 dgn ak & dayah . haha . tp skrg entah ke mane yea ana nie . susa na crk dea . hope 1 ary nt dpt jumpe hg blk laa weyy . syggs hg sgt22 . :'(

Nur Farahin Rizar :)

* Description = Minah nh mude setaon pd aku . Ktorg rapat since aku form 2 , dea form 1 . tiap2 ary bkepit pagi petang siang malam . ade je rutin harian ktorg . pg bangun . tga ary gy skola . blk skola da ptg . mlm gy makan . sabtu ahad kwa jenjalan gy tgk muvee , karaoke . mcm2 lah . slalu sleepover together . start aku pindah nilai mmg da jarang contact . tp still keep in touch melalui Facebook . renduu dea nh jugak , sbb da lame ta jumpe . hehe . sygg hg :)

Nor Shahirah a.k.a Cak'e

*Description = Cak'e nh pon mude setaon . Ktorg rapat mase aku drjah 6 , dea drjah 5 . Cak'e nh pndai . Ktorg kenal pon sbb pegy tmpat mgaji same2 . Sekaly ble da rapat , mcm2 hobi ktorg share . Skateboarding , make up , memasak , sume lah . Gy skola , blk skola naek bas same2 . Aww . Sweet kan zaman mude2 . Hehe . Tp skg ktorg mcm lost contact , jarang berborak ngan dea nh dlm FB . Tp , aku tetap engat hg weyy . Semua kenangan kita mmg lawak , best . HAHA . imissyou . :')

Aliff Shazni with me :)

*Description = Mamat nh kamceng ngan aku masa drjah 6 . Dduk satu baris tepi pintu dlm kelas 6 Dedikasi . aku dulu ta mcm pompuan . ganas walaupon kecik . hahaha . mengumpat dgn dorg nh mcm kwn2 laky lah . tade na borak sal pompuan . haha . klw bergelak ketawa pehh . mmg bising 1 kelas toh aku dgn die nh . haha . dh lame aku lost contct dgn mamat nh . last2 , dea yg jumpe aku dlm FB . dea add aku . sekaly bukak makk aii . tkojodd awk ! HAHA . then skrg rapat blk , kamceng mcm dulu ! perangai masing2 ta ubah , mcm drjah 6 jugak . hahaha . besties forever :)

HAH . KALAU NA TAO , SEBENARNYE BYK LG BESTFRIEND LAME . TP GAMBAR2 YG JUMPE BYK NH SAJE . JD , SAIE LISTKAN NAME YG TADE DLM GMBAR DI ATS NH YEA :)

• Tadika Kemas Bagan Jermal , Penang : Azmiza , Husna , Anisah , Adila
• SK . Convent Pulau Tikus : Azmiza , Adila , Shahirah , Husna 
• SK . Seri Permai : Hani , Diayana , Ikmal , Farid , Syafeeqah , Ayesha , Elyana , Fidya , Idayu , Shima , Fikri , Hanif , Hamizah , Aliff , Prsan , Razin , Aqmal , Syafeenaz Farhanah , Syafeenaz , Fatin Farhanim , Fatin Azhar , Latifah , Izzati , Sabirah , Amalina , Azrieen , Shahirah , Ekhwan
• SMK . Raja Tun Uda : Hidayah , Farzana , Aizad Hakimi , Hafiz Meli , Amalina , Farahin , Sofia , Amira , Gurdip , Afifi , Eyzzad , Ikhwan , Fadzlin Diana .
• SMK Desa Cempaka , Nilai : Dinie Iffwan , Safwan , Dinie Ramli , Amalina , Fairuz , Bakhtiar , Akidah , Farah Diana , Sonia , Qayyum , Roshazriq , Fallai , Erika 

Dan , kawan terhebadd di haty saie , Rose Azeline . Susa senang bersame . Iloveyouu :) Ta lupe jugee , kawan baru saiee , Yana Lee . Iloveyouguys . Friends forever :)

risik merisik girlfriend abg saie ;)

MERISIK GF ABG SAIE :)

Orite . Here's come our new "sister" in my family , prospective sister in law . She is 20 years old . Studying at KPJ Nilai . Future nurse . Hehe . Dea nh gf abg aku , nme dea Nadia Nabila . Stay at Senawang . Dorg berjumpe pon kat kedai mamak yg aku dengar cter la . Time toh masing-masing tgah frust bercinte . Yg abg aku baru putus dgn ex dea at Penang . Ex dea nh mmg jahanam , pengikis duet . Naek menyampah aku dgn minah toh . Dhla ta ngam ngan ak . Haha . 

Stop cter minah bangang toh . Sambung bakal kakak ipar aku nh :) Dorg bercinte ta sampai setaon lg sbb ta silap ak dlm bulan 5 @ bulan 6 tahun nh dorg kenal . Abg aku pon da 30 tahun umo nyeh . Tanak lah kawin lambat2 lg kan . Sekaly harini , 7/12/2010 abg aku ngan family pegy merisik gf dea nh ( yg comel toh mcm Rita Rudaini , hehe ;p ) at Senawang .

Sampai2 teros dorg jamu ktorg dgn lauk2 sungguh enak ! Terase kenyang lah pulak kan . Hehe . Lepas panjang bapak aku cter dgn aya si kaka nabila toh , teros dorg ajak ke ruang tamu . Time toh mak aku suh abg & adk aku ddk jauh2 . Aku ddk dgn mak & abah . Aku ta kene halau sbb aku tukang menulis psl hantaran sume . Hehe . Lepas berbincang sume . Insyaallah dlm bulan 2 tahun 2011 , lepas raye cine , dorg nh tunang . Tp tarikh akn ditetapkan betol2 nt sbb takot ta dapat buat hari yg ditetapkn . Then , pasal hantaran . Lelaki bagi 7 dulang , pompuan balas 9 dulang . Di antaranya , sebentuk cincin , tepak sirih junjung , sepasang kain sepersalinan , telekung , dan laen2 lagi . Hehe . Seronoknye aku dga . Terase mcm aku pulak yg na bertunang , HAHA :p . Tp mmg sumpah seronok , semalam pegy kedai at nilai 3 decorate bakul utk buah tgn dtg merisik td , lawa . Suke sgt2 ! Haihz . Bile pulak mase aku na kawen yea ? Lmbt lg , HARAP MAKLUM . Saie teramat mude utk melangkah ke alam perkahwinan . :)

So . Semoge berbahagia & berkekalan yea abgku Mohd Irwan & Nadia Nabila :) Nanti bg la ema jd pengapit korg ea ? HAHAHA . Ok lh , kat bwh nh ader la gambar buah tgn semase merisik td && gambar saie yg vogue de vass gituu * PERASAN ! haha :p Okayy . Haa ,  lupe , tema bg belah lelaki ialah PINK & tema bg belah pompuan ialah HIJAU MUDE . Aww , sweet gitu . Hehe . 

BUAH TANGAN UTK MERISIK :)

NIE ? AWEKS LAAH . HEHE . BERGAMBAR SEBELUM PEGY MERISIK :)